[Diandra]

♥NOT JUST A FAIRY TALE♥

Please do not copy me,
Diandra Gomez.
Do tag before leaving:).

BON GIORNO[♥]

*I'm sure i'm an awkward person to be around. i'm not good with hugs and kisses, and i dont' know how to say my "hello"s and "good bye"s *
Im Diandra.Indonesian.19.Music is loved.
I’m sorry,if I did not turn out to be the perfect girl you thought I was.
I fall inlove and complicates it.
I'm a perfect imperfection.

"SING ME THE SONG PLEASE!"

My Lovess♥.

GRAZIE♥

Kid;indra. Designer: Lor

Friday, October 24, 2008

Kdg2 hidup bnr2 susah. Gw g tau apa yg bakal terjadi di hari nanti. g ada yg bkl bisa tau d.

Tapi kata "cinta" kdg2 bisa ketahuan.......

Q lagy sebel bgt nihh!! bete.tiap hari harus kerja. capek....sakit2 mwulu. trus dimarahin trus2an ama Fahmy. Perasaan juga mulai berbeda terhadapnya. g tau knp.

nothing was awesome or that amazing anymore. I felt like we're just friends.....nothing more.

tapi,ada juga perasaan yg beda........aq masi ada rasa sayang kahhh?? cuma Tuhan yg tau.

Anws,gig on the 18th was awesome.thanks to SAM.hahaha..(thanks alot sam for the keyboard!!!!^^). hahaha.whoa whoa.saw Ahmad again...this time i killed him for being MIA again.lolss...bluekss..after gig we al went to youth park to see another gig...hahaha..crowded like fuck!seriously.hahaha.. gosh i missed erin...where is she mannn...??o.o

anws,18th i off.but next day(19th) work again siaaaa..cos of jingxuan. took over her place.hahaha...ish..

My god!naem sooo irritating laa.hahahaha..funny lad.:]gahhhh...not been talking to Nabil...wadever laaa..give me attitude.ish ish..

Work work work...lalalala```what else can i do?huh?

nothing laaa...work is BORING..... AS IN IM FUCKING SERIOUS ABOUT IT!

Especially when my mood is soooo fucking down! the day was whole up and down! feel like killing the customerss..seriously. slapping their faces and kicking their dum ass butt!fuck!

Argh,i've not been eating much and have been falling sick quite often...i hope it'll continue and soon i go dead! no more worries and trgedy or EVEN HURT! I think i've lost too much blood.yeap! cool huh? yea i knoe.thanks. Everyone have been pissing me off these days. I DUNNO WHY.... But my mood was this bad!!!!I missed my old life...seriously. i m soooo going to have a quiet time by myself one day with out any human being disturbing me...i lost hope in him.and myself...i hate everything..love.money.everything!!!!!!!!

Even i can feel that my feelings are running down the river........flowing to a stranded somewhere out there. i wouldnt care! Thats all la!byebye.

5:10 AM

Friday, October 10, 2008

5:41 AM

Friday, September 5, 2008

Dani,molly,ridho,diandra,ahnap,jeremy!

The indo peeps.plus belgium (in orange tee)

I miss jeremy!have fun in Belgium Jer!!:)

hope you can come back to Singapore One day!!^^
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"Teman hati sering buat kita makan hati.Cinta and kata sayang akan mendatangkan kemusnahan.Doa dengan telapak akan jatuh musnah tanpa perbuatan.Hanya kamulah cinta outih yang menjadi perjalanan q dalam hidup,semoga diterima segala alaman.

Sayang , cinta q tulus padamu,bukan harta yang aq harapin dari mu,tapi kasih sayang and kesetiaan darimu."

Its been 5 days i never blog.I was bored now, so i decided to blog.haha.My week was awesomely boring.I didnt meet Fahmy until yesterday.I missed him.:)

He gave me sweet friendster message in the wee morning.

I was like" blushhhhhed"

Dad have been in town for the whole week*awkward*He have to have some medical check up? I hope he's fine.

Sunday,i met up with Fahmy,we went to Ikea tamp.

hahaha.ok i was late today cos i woke up abit LATE.:([couldnt sleep at night!]

He came to my place around 11 and we took the bus to tamp.Ikea.let say,boring place.haha.We just walked around.:):) omg!! i wanna buy sooo many things!!!!!! *LIST LIST LIST!!*

then,we went to cityhall suntec starbucking..:)for hours.hehe.

He made me soooo nervous that night when he sent me home!!*smack!!* grrrr.

Well at least i got to meet him.haha.he made my day.:)

Whole week,mostly i was locking my self up in my room.

have the mood to actually go out.(mayb if go out,also eat only...)

Shit!!Khaliq tld me his feeling..I was like"O.o"

but we're just friends..yupp.or may i call it "cousin"

.hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha.

God,i was soooo happy i get to meet Fahmy yesterday.:)

Went to haji lane for break fast.(ok.weird right? i m not muslim, but i did fast.hahaha..)

We ate at sultan's cafe.I anyhow order my food,which i end up liking it*spicy and hot!!*helped by the milo^^

He's sooo gonna get it when he pinch my cheek non stop.

We chill there awhile before heading to vivo next..haha..

We just chill on the roof top.Moments to remember.^^

*ily*

8:28 AM

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Well..baybeats days was unbelivable!

Day1 was kinda a blast.Met up with Wan and his mates at Marina sq KFC.Gee..i was late.yea yea...but they went there early .So ...i dunno who is right or wrong.:D Anws,omg..his gf is Hanna!!!i know her laa(when jamming with her once)!

As they say.."wad a small world"

Hmmm..Ira was there too.I got to meet her,yay!!*claps*

Plus my long tym no see pinoy brother,Shahidin.haha.I miss him too.

Anws,I wasnt with Wan that long.Cos, in the end, i ended up with Izad,kid,fathu and much more of their people(i cant remember everyone's name).OH OH...Davin was there.lol.(someone thinks he's cute..)(is he???uhh..not my type).

I saw the ex-PRR gang.lol(afiq,abbas,dani...)and of cos, feruz's friends(haiqal..yada2)[thank god that feruz wasnt there,i'll kill the fuck up shit of him]

haha..oh well,didnt eat much that day.kinda weak but happy.fuckinghappy.

I saw baby,palin,oza and some other girls..Too bad erin wasnt there.I missed her dearly.Anws,FORCE VOMITwas RAWKING THE STAGE AND THE CROWD!!!!!!*clapsssss*

Omg!! i saw AHMAD!!!!!!!hahaha.didnt recognise him at first.he look sooo diff!!!:) but he's sooooooo cute!!!:)

hahaha.."who are you uh?"(eye up)

"im AHMAD!!!!!u forget me??"(sad face)

my face was like O.O!!!!!

GRRR!!!

I saw ein,wawan,amirul shafiq(that emo guy i talked bout in my previous blog*..and much more missed friends!!!

Anws,after a few rounds..of chilling and chatting,I decided its time to meet up with Fahmy,and his band.Yupp.(oh ,im not in his band nymore)...

Ira said he's "cute and Im lucky gurl!!(*grinssss)"

The weather was sooooo hot.seriously and i was wearing a bennie(Khaliq's)...awesomely matched everything i wore.lolsss.Guess wad?

Lee invented a name for me.(awwwww(darn it))

its "small fries".

What the heck.Do i even look like a fries?thats totally sound sooo wrong!gee.

Anyways...No more time to be wasted, we finally walk to our bustop.haha..yupp.headed back to my hostel to rest.But that didnt end there yaw.I was chilling with my indo peeps in the hostel tilll fucking LATE!!!!argh.

Baybeats day2.Wasnt sooo good.Noon,i ate lunch with my family(my dad's in town)[AWKWARD!!!!].Then after that i decided to head back to hostel.lolsss.I rested and changed.5ish, iwent out heading to siti hole(ct hall).waited for all the late comers...ughh..everyone was LATE!(there were onli,me,ira,alif,bazly,salman,said)

Ate at burgerking.chicken burger no mayo/vege.+cheese.(try to figure that out.)

the other bedok bandits will come later.uhh..after that we went to esplanade.omfg!there's so many m______p...!!!!ewww...my mood was like"=_="

we just sat somewhere.Ira wasnt with us anymore.I lost her.anws,i saw my ex!!!Kamarul Arifin a.k.a that fucking jerk!!!

he and his"darn" friends were sitting near us.(beside).gee.He look totally worst then i expectd.Like oooooooowadever!haha.he was acting as if he was smoking.wadever laaa.(thats when i laugh cos his "newgf" snatch it frm his mouth and give it to someone else.WHAT A LOOO-ZAH!

Anws,yea..the day ended by me going home with khaliq.yupp.nights..:)for now.cos i aint going fer baybeats day 3.Its going to be boredom all the way!:)

hahaha.

I miss you Fahmy...♥

I miss you Erin....♥

I miss you Lewen...♥.

4:30 AM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Omfg.I MISSED FAHMY.okays thats it.I'm weird.:)
He's the best friend of my life.
His smile..omg.feel like pinching his cheeks..
Tripping him..
Kicking him.
Punching him.
haha..anws.We went to Vivo,chill....listen to music.Sitting on the roof.
Had a good time.
Nvm.im missing..him..

10:21 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Hey peeps.Sorry for not bloggin yest.I was out till really late.lol.like2 am?lol

The day was awesome.

I had piano class in the afternoon until around 3? yeah,it wasnt that happy ending of that class.Cos i m soooo not prepared.lols.

Seriously.Sigh.and the exam is like on 5th Sept..

I met Fahmy around 4ish at Orchard Mrt.Then,we Walked around town awhile.(my mum was also in town).It was boring.Cos Singapore is B.O.R.I.N.G.

then we decided to go Singapore Flier.Yupps.It was his idea.Not mine..We walked from Raffles to the location.It was tiring..DUH!we ate popeye the sailorman.Ugh,the food wasnt that good for me.haha.I didnt really like it.

The popeye in Indonesia is much much better!!!!!!!!! >.<

Then we chill awhile there.befor going to Esplanade.And we chill there again.lol..

Gahhh..He sent me to my bustop...then,off i went back to the hostel.hahaha..

I chill with my Indo peepss...and when Mustafa till 2ish in the wee morning.whoaa..I m dead tired.But what to do?Im bored....

2:33 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Well,everything is going to change.Everything.

Im going to end everything,and start a new beginning.

I didnt want it to happen.But I guess I already made 3 best friend fight over what is not worth it to fight over..

(To those guys:Im sorry)

I think its better i get out from it before they turn worst.

I miss Fahmy.opppps..Okay thats totally gay and random.I miss all my friends.

Ira,marlieana,Erin!!,Fahmy,Lewen,Izad,Nina,Eerah..whoa..more.

Sigh.I hope i got more time to be with them.Gee.

I have to go with the flow..

I cant just think just for myself.But other people too..Right?

I miss jamming.gahh.Playing the keyboard.Totally.I missed the time i rock the keyboards with my fingers.whoo..that was awesome!

Bought a jeans and a vest.But i havent wore it yet.Wad a waste.$$$$fly fly!

I HAVE TO STOP SMOKING! DAVIN AND IZAD SAID THAT.

(ALOT OF PEOPLE SAID THAT TOO)

but how???Ans:"think of a candy"

gahh..wth?????????????????

Anywaes:ive no mood to actually tell the whole world bout my life.But i have to let out the anger i have in me.Sorry people.If i said something wrong..

But come on.Im like typing out my "diary" to www!!!!jesus christ.help me please!

2:44 AM